Kita is an adopted daughter. Chinese, like her sister. For whatever reason snatched by her super rich parents. They’ve been rescued and given a life that’s extraordinary.
I’m hurt that Kita returned to the salon before my shift, but I’m just being butt hurt because I did so much for her. I’m foolish to be so mad at her for forgetting me over the last month.
She’s 21. Young, beautiful with family. Why would she text the old guy at the tanning salon? That old dude should be happy he even heard from her at all at her age.
She’s in the prime of her life. Think about when you were her age. You were in LA destroying that city with your stuff. Here’s a little girl who doesn’t even know who she is based on your last 30 chapters.
You just like her because she’s vulnerable, Asian, hot and tan. Oh, and the sweet legs.
Kita sucks, dude. She’s a clueless girl who’s super boring and is addicted to tanning because of some disorder that you can’t even imagine, because you don’t care enough.
Why would I ever want to be with a girl who doesn’t drink? Kita’s a boring loser. I’ve already established it. I really believe it when I’m with her in the salon.
But there has been the stress kissing and the touching.
I’m going to go against all phicklephilly rules and if baby ever slips, I’m going to follow though (because sometimes I feel that she’s close…and I will strike like a cobra)
But I’m in this place of her being gone for a month after so much time together.
All of the dates.
Sometimes I think it has all been for naught. I’ve just been a nice guy. A dad in her life and she’s just collected on all of that. She has no idea. All of my gifts have been invisible to her. I mean nothing to her.
What 21-year-old girl would let me do all of the things I’ve done for her and not feel something ? Creepy or good? I still want to take her to Dave Busters for a day of fun. I’m mad at her for neglecting me but I know I’ll still do it with her, just to be with her.
Do I broach the sugar baby moment with her?
Is it all weird and in vain?
Do I have that conversation with her? Do I have the conversation with Cherie for a three-way? It’s all insane. Kita’s basically a virgin and Cherie probably hates Asian bitches. I’m insane to consider it at all. I love the idea of it all though. Because I’m a perverse motherfucker. Why wouldn’t I want this?
Everyone that reads this blog wants this.
Or do they?
Kita could never handle it, but I love the idea of it even though I’m mad at her.
But stranger things have happened in my life, so I’m not ruling anything out.
We’ll have to see what happens in the coming days, but I’m butt-hurt by Kita and actively searching for a new number one at the salon. I need a new girl in which to give my affection. Lotions and free tanning and snacks. Whatever she wants. Kita’s out. It’s over unless she goes to Dave and Buster’s with me, but I think I’m done.
I say this…. but I know it could all change. If Kita’s behavior changes. There’s no reason for a 21-year-old girl to give a shit about a 55-year-old man who works at a tanning salon that has fawned over her. No matter what he’s done for her.
It’s just an old guy enjoying the company of a pretty young girl.
Or is it?
Well no matter how this plays out, Kita’s no longer my Number One Client.
She has fallen from grace.
Update: Kita bought an All Access Premium EFT package. I guess her mommy finally put money in her account. She did all of this and I haven’t seen or heard from her at all.
There needs to be some sort of reckoning, right?
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